Okay, I'm back, sort of. I'm just peeking a little now and agian, that's all. I'm sorry I was gone but I was seriously not healthy and...I had double bypass surgery in June and have been recovering most of the last six months. My breastbone is still healing even now.

Anyway, just wanted to say, and to apologize. I left a lot of things in the lurch but I honestly could not help it...the difference in how I feel before and after the surgery is just like night and day.

In any case, I'm sorry I left without a word and wish all well.

Just pimping out the icons made by unesrin I snagged quite a few, including a Kristen icon I actually like. :D

Twilight Compulsive Disorder, show your disease, lol

I made some simple and unexciting icons for the cause.











I used icon textures by mayush17 and iconraven Please just credit me for making these if you decide to snag one.

Snagged this from 206_bones

I love this, heh. David's smile has killed me dead too.

( hee )

Just uploaded about 20 new icons including this one of Alice. I now have bones and dollhouse, jasper/alice and esme/carlisle icons, woot!

I couldn't sleep and read it and now I'm crying and yet I'm so ebullient at the same time.

That's all I can say without spoiling and I don't want to do that to anyone waiting for this update the way I have been.

Go, read, cry...and laugh.

You all should watch this. I giggled way too much.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IHei_C-BZCQ&feature=player_embedded

if you saw it on lion_lamb, i left a point by point list of it's awesomeness.

It's been a really good afternoon for me despite a bit of a headache which is making me dizzy. I am right now making and/or seeking out some good Alice/Jasper and or Jackson/Ashley icons. Yeah, that's it really, lol.

ZOMG

cifan mentioned in passing that she was a member of this community. I hadda go check it out. Go, check it out. Moar tv than you can shake a stick at.

PS, I also got the first season of Bones to watch from netflix. I'll be over there watching it if anybody needs me.

Also, I have invented a new phrase to explain my usual state of mind.

Twilight Compulsive Disorder. TCD for short, yeah.

I'm in love with this song.

( under here )
I'm not angry, I'm just saying
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance

1) So, I hate to admit it but I am seriously one of those old enough to be his mother women who is obsessed with Edward and Rob's portrayal of Edward. I have watched the DVD an obscene number of times, interviews, deleted scenes, extended scenes blah blah blah. I'd call it a disease but really I think it's more like a mid-life crisis or something. My only excuse is that I have both Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and Chronic Depression so it's like my emotions are stuck at 20 or whatever. Alls I know is, zomg, I'm so ridiculous. *sighs*

Anyway, I heart Edward. *sigh*

2) Also, finally got round to reading IVO, thanks to my printer. Why did I never believe how good it is? It's so good, wows. Really really want an update for Wide Awake. Also read Edward's Eclipse and a handful of Dirty Talking Edward fics. Dirty Talking Edward is so wrong, and yet RAWR. I am loving The Dominant also. The Submissive was great but I am partial to Edward's POV for some reason and seeing his view of things is very cool.

3)I am also playing Edward in a rpg now, or starting to and very excited about it. Fear me. No, seriously LOL.

4) My back has been giving me issues for the last week so again thanks to my printer so I can sit in my comfy chair to read and not die of back pain.

5) Anybody else watching Castle? How much do I love Nathan Fillion? I love his sense of humor and his way of portraying Castle. He's serious but not serious and just so good. Great Ep last night. I have to go hunt up some Castle comms so I can have Castle icons.

6) Didn't watch Dollhouse yet but it too is my new tv obsession. Sooooo good. I need a comm for that too, lol.

Really have been feeling yuck, doctor's appointment this coming week, hoping to fix things up a bit. My back has been killing me which means trips to the pain doc and the chiropractor, o yay.

Super Massive Black Hole is stuck in my mind and I'm off to watch Twilight for oh the, billionth time, perhaps. Hopefully I'll get a nap in after that.

Anyway, not ignoring anyone just so not feeling well.

Just to begin with, I love Edward. I love Rob for doing such a wonderful job making Edward live in my mind's eye. I'm kind of eh about Kristen but I love Bella also. She's not just a wringing her hands sort of damsel in distress and she holds her own with Edward, forcing him to see her not just as an extension of himself but as her own person.

I don't like Taylor and I'm not a Jacob fan. Please do not read further if you don't agree with these basic ideas OR you can't handle dissenting viewpoints.

( ranting mc ranterson )</lj-cut

Just finished watching episode six of Dollhouse , thanks again to sg1padawan and omg, it rocks. I've always liked Eliza Dushku and she really shines in this show. Woot. I has new television addiction, lol.

Got my twilight dvd, 3 dvd set from Target, woots!

Thanks to some help from sg1padawan I was able to watch the first two eps which I had missed before. OMG, is it good. Hurray, I love Nathan zomg!

My puppy got spayed today and she is not happy about it at all. She's also seriously zonked on the pain medication they gave her. I feel like the meanest dog mom ever :( also am exhausted cause worried about her all day etc.

Sorry for radio science, have felt yucky all weekend, :( Mostly laying around more than anything else.

How are all of you?

Title: Fire and Ice - Chapter 1, The Club
Author: diamond_sparks
Fandom and Pairing: Twilight, Edward/Bella, also other canon pairings. No Jacob.
Notes: AU, Edward is still a vampire, Bella is still a human. Both have been aged up. Edward died at 22, Bella is 22. Vampires are known to be among humans but feeding on a human to the point of killing them is a crime punishable by destruction. This is a Dom!Edward/Sub!Bella fic. I had had it in my mind for a while and when I was without a computer I hand wrote the first couple chapters. Probably will read as OOC a bit for some. Please Read and Review
Rating: R for this chapter, probably M or NC17 for later chapters.

( Edward smiled slightly )</lj>

So freaking tired right now, I think my blood sugar is low or something. Eep. How are all of you tonight?